The Value of Repetition

godsbooklover-gravatar991This post is adapted from one I originally wrote over at Winnowing a few years ago. As I’ve begun to practice lectio divina again recently…and since I have a three-year-old at home who loves to hear or see stories over and over and over again…I decided that this piece might be appropriate for today. If you read to the end, you’ll also see a tie-in to my Wednesday post on using sacred music for spiritual growth. 

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lectioIn order to meditate on a verse, one reads it slowly, several times, with pauses in between. This is the ancient practice of lectio divina (sacred reading). In order to memorize, one does much the same thing, though sometimes there is less emphasis on really getting at the meat of the meaning, and more on just learning the words. This will ring especially true to anyone who has ever crammed for a test…and then promptly forgotten every fact in the instant of handing the completed exam back to the teacher.

I find that both context and my personal choice can greatly impact how well I tolerate an activity. If I’m choosing the verses, I can read them over and over. But begin a chorus and sing the words more times than I think is necessary, and I grow impatient. Is there truth to be found? Yes. Can I look for it, meditate on these words, even if my aesthetic sense says we’ve repeated the phrase once too often? Yes.

And so this morning, we sang a worship song, one which I actually like quite well. But we got to the simple statement of Job, “You give and take away, You give and take away…my heart will choose to say, ‘Lord, blessed be Your Name.’” And we sang it again, and again, and again…

prayerI didn’t consciously think, “Meditate on this, find the depth.” I know that. I did consciously think, “This is at least one too many times to be singing this phrase.” Yes, I thought that. But the Spirit was talking at the same time, saying, “What has the Lord given you? What has He taken away?” And I began to list things…the “take away” phrase tends to make me weepy with self-pitying (a “look-how-spiritual-I-am-to-praise-You -anyway” pity…)

I began to list things, and I realized something: what God takes away isn’t necessarily a deprivation. Sometimes the taking away is a gift. He may take away despair or doubt, He may remove loneliness, He may eliminate worry or fear. I realized this. The Fourth. Time. We. Sang. That. Phrase. (Which means we actually sang, “You give and take away” eight times.)

What is the value of repetition? It gives the heart time to catch up with the head. The ears and eyes have shorter paths to and from the brain. We see and hear, and we think we got it the first time, or the second. But to the seat of emotion and intuition and synthesis of life experiences…that journey takes more time, more telling, more pondering. More repeats.

Ponder that today.

Here’s a classic piece of choral music on which to meditate this morning. I first sang in high school. Its lyrics? One word. Alleluia.

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6 responses to “The Value of Repetition

  1. I’ve thought that too, about “You give, and take away” in that song.
    I often tear up during worship and I don’t understand why.

    • Well, it’s certainly true that music affects us on a deeply emotional level. That’s one reason I try to focus as much as possible on the lyrics, so that I’m less likely to be just emotionally manipulated. “Feeling” deeply isn’t necessarily the same as worshiping. But tears sometimes take me by surprise, as well, and can–I believe–be the Holy Spirit at work. Pray for understanding of your tears.

  2. I just shared this with my bible study group, I hope they will be as blessed as I was. Thanks 🙂

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